I Believed God was real when I was still a christian in fact I use to think bisexual people should rot in hell, I use to go to church myself, but my mind soon wondered into the reality of life on how things work in nature I first thought it was gods doing, but the books I begain reading on how the flowers, the trees and the animal life started to make me wonder for a few years until I turned 13 when I read about the Evolution but I didn't stop beliving in god there I continued to Read more about about the wonders of ancient animals that change as time passes I even seen how the Apes like the chimp can learn and that we can teach Gorillas sign language.


When I begain high school I realized that these Gay people should be treated just the same as everyone else. laws I found unfair made me change my views on Gay people.

Until I was 19 I Begain to qustion my religion and god first by wondering why do these extremists do it in the name of God I even started qustioning myself. The world of Hate was not the reason I stoped believeing no, it was the fact of what I saw between the tensions of others and it started making feel horrible. 

I felt this way until I turned 21 in october after all this thought and feeling in my stomach I found out I really am an Athiest. 

On November 23 the day before thanksgiving my mom was doing laundry and came down stairs to tell her the what I am she was shocked she thought I was joking but the look on my face proved I wasn't joking at all she didn't want to believe me for a few hours because for any reason I don't know I went to my facebook page and told everyone who was there that I was an Atheist the response was supportive they said you can believe in whatever you want most of family was okay with this, but my uncle preched to me and a couple of my family asked why and Grandma told my uncle to not do that its he's right to believe in what he wants. I decide to go along with going to grandma's for thanksgiving dinner at the church because I already agreed to go and decieded not to be rude.

after that I learn to accpet the fact I may face hatred from people who Hate atheists and other things but I will live with it and live the rest of my life as an Atheist no matter what happens.